Twenty Fourteen

New year but not new me.

I'm not planning to change. Well, apart from the academic side. I've always liked this personality in JC. I've laid back a bit, I've distant myself from all those big jobs, just so I have more time to myself. I like it.

Not saying I didn't like secondary school me, because that was awesome. To have once been doing big jobs at the Student Council and in Scouts, I will never regret the experience. But in JC, I knew it was time to change.

Change isn't perfect though. I've made 2 mistakes in 2013, and I'm not afraid to tell y'all on my blog.

1. I think my subject combination is a bit wrong. Should've taken science instead of arts. But gradually, after a year, I've not missed science at all. It's sunk into me that I've made the choice and I have adapted pretty well. Although practicality-wise, Science stream would have been better.

2. I think my current CCA hasn't been the best one I've picked. To be fair, I was eyeing for sports CCA because, well, I needed a change from UGs. Squash certainly gave me that, offering me a rare place in the team. But I think I could've done better with another option. I know I've not pushed myself hard enough for my CCA, and my squashing abilities are limited and questionable. But I think I could have done better, because after just 2 months in, I realised that it was a wrong decision. I'm not slamming sports CCA, I will never insult that just 'cos it doesn't fit me - but the fact is, it really doesn't. I repeat, I have no ill will against sports, but I just think it isn't the best for me. Even if I did get the place in the main team (which I have not), I may still think twice.

But then, these are mistakes, and not regrets. I do regret a bit, yes, but afterall, I've made the choice, and so, it's up to me to adapt to it, to push myself to my limits now so that I can be an all-rounder. For sure, my subjects aren't desirable, my CCA isn't the best I could've gotten, but hey, it's all about trying, no? So, mistakes we learn from, and we move on. And then we learn to adapt to the mistakes we've made. That's all part of life, and I will accept its challenges.

So what's next for 2014?

Well, I won't have specific aims cos I never fulfill them. So, I won't wish for anything. I know this year will be tough, but I also know that I can be prepared. As long as I.. err... finish my Dec holiday homework which I'm still rushing now.

Here I am, writing this blog, not really knowing what to say.

Oh yes, my taste of music. Again.

A Light That Never Comes is so catchy. I love the dubstep, Steve Aoki has done it right this time. Really like the beats, so here ya go, my main theme.

Next theme will probably be a Katy Perry song I absolutely and unconditionally love. Oops. Might have slipped out some information. A bit obvious, Pie, a bit obvious...

Oh yes, people are calling me Pie in JC. Haha. Should be my new shortname or something. Just for the heck of it.

Braces, yes, braces. Next colour will be yellow or something. I'll try every colour available.

Okay, tomorrow is another day of OGL day camp, it's been fun but tiring so far. Day 2 out of 3 tomorrow!

Twenty Fourteen-ing
THE-BASSY-MAN

Quotes of the day:
~Hey, slow it down. Whataya want from me?~ Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me
"I don't know man. I'm confused. I don't know, I really don't. I thought I had finished with this thing, but then..."

Phang Siong Hang

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