Mmmmmmm whatcha say? Oooo that you only meant well? Well of course you didn't.

Sorry I am listening to this song as I type so I'm bouncing quite madly on my chair. Like, because I was not born with the ability to dance, I can only... bounce.

Recently, I've ran dry of topics. There really isn't much to talk about, which is a sad reality. This blog has its days numbered.

Or not.

Because no matter what, I'll stick crap rubbish content. Yes.

Here's what I've recently done:

1. I went to watch The Amazing Spiderman 2. What a good movie. I mean, okay, the villains were undermined and seemed weak in the movie, but other than that it was pretty cool. I must say, I am a huge fan of the reboot. Didn't really fancy the first series because all the characters were too old for it.

After the movie, I went home trying to find a spider to get bitten by. Not so successful... And no, I still cannot cling onto walls. Much less be smart enough to invent my own web shooter.

Another superhero crossed out.

2. Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep.

Yeah well sleep hasn't been the top of my priority list this few days, which is... very weird and out of the ordinary. Normally sleep overwrites all but nope. Not recently.

Makes me wonder.

3. Singing has been a big habit recently. Whoever heard me sing will feel privileged to hear my bad vocals. Hope you feel better about your own singing after hearing mine because it's so bad. Haven't sung in a while so I feel a lot better just by singing.

But you know who else sang? Sam. Because Samsung.

That wasn't gramatically correct but screw you Grammar Nazis out there.

4. I've been quite emotional. Thinking about a lot of things that never used to be my priorities. Or pieriorities.

Okay enough with the pie puns.

It's not that I spend 1 hour sitting in my room emoing or something, because that is simply a waste of time. I'd just be thinking about things that I ought not to when doing work, chatting to people. It gradually seeps in. And it hits me hard. 18 years and nothing much to reflect upon.

But then again my mum had to wait 25 years so...

#growingupproblems

5. Me thinks me is unappealing and ugly. Sometimes I look into the mirror and I'll always say, "Why is your chin not well defined? Why can't your smile be more genuine? Why can't your hair stay in the same place?"

I'm insecure. Okay. I'll admit. I hate being alone, I hate looking stupid in front of other people even though most of the time I am stupid. I care a lot about making good impressions. Sometimes I overdo it. I can't help it. I'm insecure.

Don't know what for.

NO ONE DIRECTION REFERENCE THERE.

But seriously, I just feel very unsafe when being alone and when being ignored. I hate that feeling. I'd rather be in the crowd than isolate myself unless I really don't like the crowd.

It's only appropriate I sign off with a joke because despite being reflective, THERE'S ALWAYS TIME FOR JOKES.

Where do pies swim?

A: In the Piecific Ocean.

#swegbuddies
FOODIE

Song of the day:
Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say
(Idk if I've posted this song before but heck.)